So i did a cheapy test this morning and it was a negative... i am a little bit sad, a little bit dissappointed... so i am gonna go out and buy a more sensitive test and then i am going to also buy a BBT and start temping..

But i am also gonna try and not obsess so much :) i think that has been a bit of a barrier in the whole process... i mean i think stress makes it more likely that it aint gonna happen.... ok so now how do i stop obsessing over it :) ........